fallen deeper. harder.

so hard that it hurts.

so many things happened lately.

i'm not feeling any better.

there are certain things in which it's simply beyond my control.

not that i want it to turn out that way.

things just dont go well when one is down.

woke up in the morning.

quarrelings and rebuttals blasted my ears.

mum and sis raised their voices.

sisters ranted at each other.

quarreling over the most trivial matter.

i wont deny i'm involved too.

back in school.

school was fine cos i have my friends.

they never fail to cheer me up.

thanks ppl.

but that didnt last long.

i'm back to square one.

troubles at home.

troubles with school work.

and so on.

went to bedok carrying a headache.

had to buy my sis's stuff.

was lost in the midst of everything there.

i couldnt find my way.

sharper pain in my head.

found my way at last. got everything.

went home.

i need some peace.

peace in my mind, peace in my heart.

peace in my ears. just peace.

i'm afraid i cant hold on much longer.

and my head still hurts.