perhaps that's true.

no one uds, not even myself.

i'm not being of any help at all.

i cant even help myself let alone others.

i'm lost. i dunno what to do.

seems like i'm bringing more problems than being of any help.

studies is important, this i know.

but there are also other things that are as impt.

a life revolving around studying is not i want.

i dont like studying. but who knows.

why do all think i like it just becos they always see me sitting there studying.

pics that make me smile? no thanks.

no point. its life span will be short.

alright. maybe i should go back to my books now.

bury myself in them.

till i go gaga one day.

then i'd be in a world of my own.

if only..

i'm not being emo. i dont even know what i want.

what i wrote.

my hands did it. i'm not controlling it. my brain did.

my brain? sure it's mine?

open it up and verify then. see if it has my name on it.

alright. thats not funny. i really dunno what i'm typing now.

shall stop then.. before it goes on and on and on and on...

-numbed