ahh stupid. in the end i'm still back to using this.

but i dont reckon any soul would be reading it.

GOOD! GREAT! AWESOME!

it will all be for my eyes then!

i shall vent everything here.

i hate it when i blog and people keep probing.

hello. i have my reasons to blog.

so just read, try to understand and quit probing!

i dont wish to say cos it's regarding you! dumb dumb.

i dont want to make it ugly so i have no choice but to i kept it from you.

yeah. green-eyed am i, at how you still care this someone so much.

what business has it got to do with you when somebody tries to befriend her.

oh well. who knows. you might be green-eyed too.

sometimes i would ask myself.

am i stupid or what.

she's better in every ways. why me.

ahhh. whatever.

perhaps i should start not to care so much.

and gradually, we'll see how it goes and all.

what i thought it was, is no longer what it is i reckon.

ahh man. i'm feeling damn upset.

but no worries. no more tears i swear.

hey people!! i've moved!! (:

http://khimmykhim.livejournal.com/

sorry for the trouble yah hahaha
please relink me! THANKS!! =D

hmmm i'm not deleting this blog though.
hahah memories, reminiscence(:

omg i'm super lethargic.
worked close to 14hours straight today.
supposedly working from 2pm to 9pm.
was called last minute to work at 9am
ended work at almost 11pm.
okay i'm feeling a little sore at my throat.

think i'm falling sick soon. =(

hardly had enough sleep for the past few days.

god. tired like hell.

oh btw. aili came over for an interview.

looking forward to working with her!

hahahah

hmmm but i felt quite bad today.

hahah cos i think she waited quite long.

was rather busy today. fully packed time table =(

oh one more thing to mention.

hahah i just realised that doc angela is quite a nice person haha

i'm growing to like her(:

oh and she's got a "khim" in her name too.

no wonder she gave a rather weird look when she first heard my name.

hahahah(:

alright. got to sleep. too tired to continue.

shall update on my chalet happenings soon with pictures! (:

night!

a sudden of morose overwhelmed me.

and i was carrying it for almost my whole day.

i'm sorry. i really am.

i felt so bad. so bad. indescribably bad.

so bad till i slept almost the whole day throughout

to stop myself from thinking bout it.

but what's worse? images of it still appeared in my dreams!

i kept persuading myself that things arent the way i'm thinking

but i still cant talk myself out of it.

oh dear. this is the first time i'm feeling so down.

i thought it through. and i made a promise to myself.

no more next time.

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sorry pauline.

okay doctor angela is not very friendly i can say.

she's around her twenties.

so young can! i was shocked when i learned she was doctor angela.

i have no idea what got over me today but i was especially clumsy today.

too afraid i guess.

hmmm i have to see her again on sunday.

bless me.

okay saturday means off day.

no company

so i guess i'll just stay home and read the storybook i borrowed.

boring day i suppose. =(

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oh and sorry dear i didnt tell you earlier. my fault. sorry.

nvm cos you're having yours too. on saturday(:

okay i'm super tired now.

i dont know why. sleeping time..

tomorrow's Doctor Angela

omg i'm scared.

hope she's a nice person.

*fingers crossed*

okay job's so far so good.

but stressed at the same time.

i'm still adapting to it.

okay i'm super duper ultra extremely uber immensely dreadfully

truly terribly inordinately VERY sad and pissed off now.

why did i got 2.65 the last sem???

omg it really pulled me like a HELL LOT!

there goes me hitting my three.

freak siah. i very bu kan yuan ahh!!

wah damn sian. serious.

oh freak oh freak oh freak.

omg i feel like crying like hell now.

aRgHHH

bad bad bad

='(

well perhaps i should look at the brighter side.

well at least this sem i managed to improve.

by around 0.2

hope i can excel in the next sem.

final two sems are left for me to really buck up.

i have to. by hook or by crook.