angry angry angry! argh!!

arghh!!

idiot idiot idiot!

GM's arts night, tapestry!

hmmm.. it was a good one.

the drama was good.

improvement seen! keep it up!

haha

hmmm.. first dance performance was rather disappointing.

was rather messy.

but was amazed and happy for my juniors at the second performance.

the SYF piece. good one! much much neater.

done us seniors proud! hahah

met up with quite a number of my ex classmates.

kind of sat tgt.

just that the both of us were sitting behind them. lol

after it ended, both him and myself went orchard for some night shoping.

but bad weather. it rained.

and there were SO many people.

hitting pain into my head.

not long we headed home.

he was acting weirdly.

was quiet.

sth was wrong. but i have no idea. =(

it upsets me.

tears.

tinge of pain. slight bleed.

that's what one gets when the truth is known.

and when that's what you wouldnt wish for.

saw it. knew it. confirmed it.

all understood.

hmmm..

well well..

sometimes i was wondering, was it really gone.

there're still photos in there, till now.

a candid one taken.

when was it taken? i've got no idea.

but the fact is. it's still there.

for memory? for reminisce?

hahah

i wont know.

aint my say.

read the past posts out of boredom.

discovery.

could it really happen in such a short period of time?

a tool perhaps?

hmmm..

am i thinking too much?

alright. time to blog again.

not in the best condition though.

great. i'm sick.

everywhere aches. dying of pain.

why this torment.

went to see the doc.

crazy. i was prescribed 7 types of medicines.

5 of which are tablets, 2 syrups.

know what? i'm weakest at swallowing tablets

i have always hated medicines.

sharks.

small ones are alright.

but not as big as panadol type or capsules.

kills me to force them down my throat.

hell.

what to do. no choice. sick what.

well sometimes i really think if anybody cared at all.

well.. anw. shant continue.

day of pain, sadness, disappointed, shall all be today.

alright. got to face those stupid medicines again.

hell. bye everyone.

happy birthday pei ying!!

oh btw. i really would like to thank and appreciate my mum

for taking care of me. my dad as well.

someone must be darn happy now.

will get to see 'ahem again like tmr?

fine lor. good for you..

hmmm.

went kbox with him, and his friends - jing yong and kelly today.

kelly can sing real well. envy envy. (:

she's so cute and petite also.. haha

glad knowing her anyway. (:

went vivo after which.

for the past three days i've been hanging out at vivo. lol

hmmm. myself and him were jing yong's 'models' there.

haha. took photographs for some competition thingy.

hmmm. then i was so happy.

know why?

haha.

rmb i mentioned i was at vivo for the past 3 days?

haha. went with Mo's on the first day.

went to turn that machine thingy for some figurine key chains.

not me. but my friends. haha.

i pity juan cos she's so unlucky.

couldnt get what she wanted after so many tries.

kept getting the same one. lol

so i decided to help her out.

went vivo the next day.

thought of trying my luck.

but the machine was replaced with sth else.

it wasnt there.

went vivo today.

checked out if the machine reappeared.

and bingo! it was there again!

haha

so i decided to try turning it.

got the blue one for the first try.

then tried again and got the pink one for the second try.

was abt to give up but

decided to do it for one last try and guess what???

yep i got it! it was enemy!

the one that juan wanted badly!!

haha

so happy i was able to help.

hahah

alright that shall mark the end of my post today. gtg. (:

yucks. hate it. i'm broke. sian.. why??!!

why am i soooo broke at this point of time! damn. argh.

cant do anything without money siah! sian!

hahah.. sorry sorry. was busy lately.

so didnt update.

hmmm.. well.. been watching vcd these days till like ard 3plus 4am

hahah. finished watching everyth ytd finally.

hmm.. next week's his birthday. hmm

i need some ideas.. lol

where can we go??

what can we do??

lol

can anybody suggest sth??

cos i really have no idea what to do.

i'm a bad planner you see. lol

help me out please.....

thanks!! =D

ok. great.. i'm finally free to blog.

term tests are finally over.

dont think i did well.

whatever. it's ok. it's over. so shant talk bout it.

hmm. went jogging in the morning today.

at bedok reservoir, with him.

ran 2km. ahh. that was lousy.

but it's ok. at least i ran 2km non-stop.

was really angry. but shant talk abt it.

ate breakfast. then home.

he went out with his friends after that.

i went out with youngest sis and tessa.

we went singing.

cool. three hours str..

had fun.

alright. nothing more to say.

target: slim down!! save money!!

something unhappy happened yesterday..

glad i did something right today.

at least it pushes the unhappiness in us away.

ended sch at around 4 plus today.

went over to gary's place to visit him.

he's sick.

but am glad he got better.

compared to the past few days.

didnt stay there for long..

cos i gotta rush home as i'm going out with cheng and shu hui.

that stupid dumb dumb insisted on sending me home despite being sick.

so silly. silly like anything. lol

well.. then the three of us girls went to bugis.

thought there was S.H.E's autograph session.

but was duped.

not autograph session!

it's some exchanging of their new cover album stuff.

aint very sure what was going on.

so.. in the end, we went to shop around..

bought nothing. lol

no money.

oh. maybe i did spent a lil.

haha. on food!

what a glutton am i.

lol

kk.. next mon's the first paper of term test.

gotta study!! but shall start tmr. lol

tired alr. gotta turn in soon.

nights! (: